Belated V-day

...Valentines Day?
Damn do I really care?I could vomit blood...Thank god I didn't saw any lovebirds saying "I lap you, You labi air" on that forzaken day.. lolz ...
I don't give a crap about love anyway, I don't mind being single for the rest of my life as long as I didn't lose my dignity and my pride as a woman.. *wipe the womanhood tears T_T*

No I'm serious, I'm not jealous or anything, I'm a bloody cold-hearted person even though there were some people...still confessed to me...and....seems like I broke the record, I rejected less than 3 secs xDD...this is true,honestly xD... please no hard feelings (although I know they felt extremely dissapointed with the " WTF"answer)~~ >w< ..lulz But of course I'm not being harsh when I said that, you have to show sympathy and empathy and all, so the person feels lighter...and accept the truth. (did i spell it right?lol..nevermind)..

But what the heck anyways, I have to do so because they are things I want to focus more than love..for the beloved of god..better say it fast before you change your mind, am I right? Well your opinions are probably different xP ...try to say; "YOU'RE HEARTLESS COWARD EMOTIONLESS B-B-B *cencored*!!".. oh..i might get that :D..

Anyways, Valentines Day doesn't mean I'm emotionless, Valentines Day,for me,it means I could only love my family and God, they show love to me and I should show them some love too, not to mention friends are loveless (another straight-forward confession).. ya all I heard they only said "happy valentines day" to each other instead of saying "I love you guys sooo much! xD"..as a friend,,,eh..I don't care...

or do I?...

It's Holiday Dammit!

First of all, Selamat menyambut Hari Raya Cina,or Gong Xi Fa Cai to all chinese people out there :D... you guys gonna wear red eh, good thing i love red xD and get to eat lots of lotsa mandarine oranges xDD

soz, cuti seminggu,boleh tido lewat,dapat bangun lewat, kebiasaan bagi teenagers yang masih bersekolah apa lagi, ada kerja sekolah blambak... pitiful bastards like me....

but what the heck, aku dah biasa ngan cuti+homeworks...buat kerja last minute pun sempat lagi siap... >D
Rainy day is good during holiday hm..... :3 ..
so i got alot of free time...can clean up my dark room...x3

kyaaaa so oreenjiiii x3333

anyway, i can't talk much i got serious business to deal with. ;D
happy holidays suckas.

xD

It's 2009 dammit!!

new year supposed to be yesterday, nampak nya aku post lewat sehari New Year sebab ada masalah2 yang tidak boleh dielakkan,kelmarin......x3..blablablaa..
anyways,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! xDD
it's 2009, it's the year of sparta!! haha

I predict that this year won't go easy on me,D: it's going to be harsh,brutal,memorable and sweaty year...also, Senior Year. 0__0 omfg
Ah yes, I'm turning 17 this 13th of January, ohoho..I have waited years to for this..being a bully..lolz juz kidding >D

nahh no time for that, I have to look up for the future, it's SPM year for god sake.
and i got this serious New Year Resolutions :

- extra classes on weekdays,tuitions on weekends+weekdays, day and night, i guess there won't be full-time holiday for me..but,I'm always ready for the this,so bring it on! >:D

- i have to stop gaming! >_< .. but not entirely, games can chill us down, release tension and all..just I won't get too hardcore on this stuff..
- I want to master my English.. (that's why I'm trying my best to write in full english Dx..of course I realize I have alot of major errors...)
- Anime huh, 1 anime per week would be nice. :D........hopefully
- no slacking off
- saving money smartly and handsomely ;D lawl
- definitely never leave the prayers

I guess that's it for now, I can't think of any..and only focus on SPM =__=" ..that's it on my head everyday, SPM SPM SPM...
and anxiously waiting to get out of this 'cage' and to return to my hardcore gameworld...lulz..

It's good to plan early :D...I have it all covered up xD

Coming SOooOOOn this January (planned) :
- Diary of Crisis
- My Top 10 J's (Solo Male)
- My Top 10 J's Bands/Groups