Sunday, May 31, 2009

BLOG MOVED

um yeah gtfo from here and go here :3 http://rusty-reddy2.blogspot.com/ mmkay
that's gonna be my official blog now , this place is no longer use

and hey spambots on Shoutbox, drop dead. ^^

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Blog moved

GTFO and see my new blog http://rusty-reddy.blogspot.com

I moved because this blog contain errors and it sucked, most of my posts were vanished so I wanna give up on this blog and make a new one...~

Friday, March 13, 2009

Gyyarhhh!?

I can't believe that my "Sayonara" post was...vanished? WTF?...hilarious..now no one will know that I'm away from here..I got hacked or wut ...pff nevermind..I'll just continue blogging from time to time.. =A= .....

anyway some random video that makes me wanna burst into tears...of awesomeness..xD

Womanizer by All American Rejects version ......[ROFLOLWTF]



awh man I love you A.A.R .. >3> you guys sure pwn Britt awesomely... xD...
so happy together.. lawl...from Simple plan...hahar...priceless |3

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Tag, ya're it

I got bored so I decided to do some tag and star 'stabbing' people around the blog x3...
i got this randomly from friendster bulletin board >_> ..


RULE #1
Copy-paste the Q's

RULE #2
Do not try to change the Question and please do answer all of it and then tag the next person you want SO JUST DO IT DAMMIT..:3

Name 3 things you do when you’re really stressed:

1- eat [to get rid of hungriness, hungry is stress x3]
2- sleep [to sleep is to forget]
3- game [killing people]

Where is your phone?
- in my poketto :3

Where do you sleep?
-under the roof, 3 feet above the ground :P

What was the last thing you ate?
-cendol lulz

What kind of cellphone unit do you have?
-Nokia 5300

What is the closest item near you that is white?
-my shirt lmao

What is the last movie you watched?
-Resident Evil : Degeneration

Fifteen odd facts about yourself:
1. Are you photo addict?
- sometimes..

2. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
-ehe....snoring my ass off ROFLOL

3. Do you care for your Friendster?
-not anymore, full of gedikians

4. How many different beverages have you drank since yesterday?
-if it's about alcoholic drinks, drop that sh*t... :P..
but i drank more than 5 glass of sweet orange juice yesterday :3..

5. What are three things you hate?
-idiots
-bakayarou
-bodo-bodo

6. What do you wish for?
-A's for SPM+Ai+Life

7. When was the last time you got really hurt?
-today, Saturday, on noon, have a huge misunderstanding with an Arubian friend....heh...>.>

8. Any plans for tonight?
-tuition .____.

9. Something you are excited about?
-school tomorrow, seeking for a person who sent me "I LOVE YOU" message loool >___>...*sigh*

10. What is your favorite flavor of ice cream?
-choco choco deeesu~!

11. Describe your keychains?
-it's a bloody maroon-ish red stainless-steel teddybear with "I'm ♥ LoveHOLIC" on it ....lulz

12. Do you know anyone in prison?
-maybe :3

13. If so, who?
-Paris Hilton? laaalaaalaaa

14. Party girl/boy or Home girl/boy?
-super duper home girl

15. Name someone you miss
- my brother and sisters :3

Last Q; Name 3 to 5 lucky person you want to tag
-Rarwsa-neesan
-AdlineTea
-Deady
-Ecchi-sama
-Vien


go go go!ike ike ike! >:3

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Misfortune of the Day

..hehe...ehehe.....

haha..ha.....gila lah 6 jam tak ada elektrik, bukan kawasan aku saja, tapi sejauh 5 km dari sini bekalan elektrik terputus...lolwtf
selepas aku balik sekolah petang tadi, sempat la buka komputer, akibat keletihan melampau dan suhu yang 'dahsyat' aku terlelap di sofa, komputer masih tak tutup sebab proses meng-download terlalu banyak...

beberapa minit selepas itu semasa aku masih tertidur, aku terdengar suara kucing me-MIOW-MIOW datang ke arah aku...aku buat tak tau terus tidur..malas aku nak halau kucing tu....beberapa minit selepas itu,aku rasa makin panas..aku terfikir sejenak, kucing tadi tu warna hitam...takkan la datang nak bagi petanda buruk kot..LOL..seram

Pukul 3 petang, TEPAT-TEPAT
aku pandang siling... "eh,saper tutup kipas lak...+__+"..dalam keadaan separuh sedar, aku intai kat komputer pulak.."eh kenaper modem tak menyala..."....pastu terdengar ayah aku, "Takde api wooo~",,, I wus liek... " o_______o " ...terbeliak luas mata aku, terus lari kat luar, sebab panas lolz....nasib la kat luar tu berangin...aku sambung tidur, bukak tingkap, *shoooo~~*...
nyaman nya udara...=w=...
tapi hakikatnya aku takleh tidur jugak >.>...merenung sorang2 macam orang takde kerja..

dah 3:45ptg..
adik aku dah pulang dari sekolah...aku pun ajak la adik aku,
"JOM! main badminton! >:3..".....dah la pakai baju short-sleeves lak tu...seksi la >////< ...jk... aku pakai ala2 casual home-person je... main2 tak khabar dah 2 jam berlalu, apa lagi..masam la badan aku... xDD... at least dah lama aku tak bersenam lama camtu sekali...:3...sampai bengkak tangan aku... aku ni allergic kat matahari...nak pakai jacket, cuaca membunuh... ~_~...mujur la main kat kawasan shady...

dah 6ptg lebih.....
air takde pula !!! =___=...saper la pakai banyak sangat air ni, aku samang kang...
huhu...apa lagi..aku sambung la main badminton ngan adik aku...

pukul 7 lebih gitu..
dah masuk masa maghrib, air dah ada tapi kena pandai2 la jimat la kan...ambik air sekadar nak ambik wuduk je..tapi memandangkan badan aku terlalu KAW nye aroma...aku mandi je la..
masih blackout, mak ayah aku kata keluar bandar malam ni, jalan2 cari makan, x3...
yeye indahnya duduk dalam kereta :p...ada air-cond lolz

pukul 9:30 malam...
bila dah sampai rumah tu, waa leganya elektrik dah ada balik xDDD...
kalau camni siap la homework aku >D...
ceh tapi kalau takde elektrik sampai esok kan bagus..tak payah gi skolah......>DDD...
tapi nak wat macam mana kan, kalau panas sangat tak tau la apa jadinya...cair la ketulan2 ais dalam peti.. x3...
bateri cellphone aku dah nazak...pergi mati la ko menatang tepon...bateri pun takleh last 6jam...
kerek nye teknologi... lawl

now now...misfortune, iz misfortune indeed, i blame the black cat for meow-ing at me last time... damn you lil devil... D< ...damn you lil cute monster...

Belated V-day

...Valentines Day?
Damn do I really care?I could vomit blood...Thank god I didn't saw any lovebirds saying "I lap you, You labi air" on that forzaken day.. lolz ...
I don't give a crap about love anyway, I don't mind being single for the rest of my life as long as I didn't lose my dignity and my pride as a woman.. *wipe the womanhood tears T_T*

No I'm serious, I'm not jealous or anything, I'm a bloody cold-hearted person even though there were some people...still confessed to me...and....seems like I broke the record, I rejected less than 3 secs xDD...this is true,honestly xD... please no hard feelings (although I know they felt extremely dissapointed with the " WTF"answer)~~ >w< ..lulz But of course I'm not being harsh when I said that, you have to show sympathy and empathy and all, so the person feels lighter...and accept the truth. (did i spell it right?lol..nevermind)..

But what the heck anyways, I have to do so because they are things I want to focus more than love..for the beloved of god..better say it fast before you change your mind, am I right? Well your opinions are probably different xP ...try to say; "YOU'RE HEARTLESS COWARD EMOTIONLESS B-B-B *cencored*!!".. oh..i might get that :D..

Anyways, Valentines Day doesn't mean I'm emotionless, Valentines Day,for me,it means I could only love my family and God, they show love to me and I should show them some love too, not to mention friends are loveless (another straight-forward confession).. ya all I heard they only said "happy valentines day" to each other instead of saying "I love you guys sooo much! xD"..as a friend,,,eh..I don't care...


or do I?...

Monday, February 09, 2009

Delightness.

I'm having a really rough day this week ... and i tried to find something, or do something fun, or learn something new.. for the love of god, I'm bored as hell ,though i have tons of homeworks,I still can make them on last minute..:3 ...my room is kinda messy,planning to clean 'em but still i have no mood for cleaning... =.= ..

I have this large appetite but I hate dinners, i don't know, maybe the food is not fresh like newly-made on the afternoon? well..yea..perhaps.
but my darkside inside me always say :
"REHEAT is a good word. resistance is futile, bitch >D "
..lol..i sure curse a lot when I'm in dark mood...

Anyways, today, my mom made a pizza in the early morning before 6 am maybe, well there goes my delightful breakfast before goin' to school xD...pizza for breakfast is making me wanna hit my head on the steel stairs xD.. it's freakin' awesome x33

Wanna know how it taste? hm.. >D ..it's crusty, crispy, cheesy,it melt u down to the depth of the sea,hm,seafoods iz included :3....sumhow it's much more better than Pizza Hut..lmfao >:3..

Since my mom bought extra roti pizza , she bought it 4 of them and each only cost Rm3, kinda cheap, and it's not that thick but it's crispy which is finger lickin' gewd xD lol
So my mom told me that whenever I feel like making a pizza on my own, just take out the bread from the fridge, the fillings, cheese, tomato puree , meat etc etc , it's all in there in the fridge..I was liek, o yeah i finally can make my own pizza xD ..then do this and that, make it 160degrees and bake it..
Then after i got back from school, my lil sister haven't got home yet so,it's my chance >D..can't wait of course, i followed every single thing my mom said to me, and walla!!

kyaaa!! xDD
I put too much cheese and crab-meats :3.. but what the heck, I made it so it's mine!My taste! I can fill the cheese inside the bread if I want so it doesn't matter :3..
I tried to slice the sausages so it looked like pepperoni xD..but it gets too soft after I boiled it :3..

with my impatient behaviour I roll the roller..lulzrock and roll bebeh!!ROLL! ROFL xDD

look at ze' cheeze`~ xD

well that's all, 8 slices >D ...i ate liek...4 slices.. lolol..and my lil sister ate the rest ... =.=...wth
nevermind we still got 2 slices, the leftovers from the morning :3..
but i feel sad sumhow... D: ..my mom didnt' get to see my own made-pizza T.T ...u cruel lil sista!
ima make moar tomorrow..mwhahaha >DD

Bon Apetit!!

Saturday, January 31, 2009

A Must collect? :3

I have this new fetish about collecting figurines but I'm not gonna be like Otaku freak like this btw... o__o
"This is MADNESS!!"
"NO! This - Is - OTAKU!!"

....

Vocaloid-Nendoroid Ver.

Hatsune Miku

Kaito






Kagamine Rin
Kagamine Ren

OTHERS
...

The Awsomeness of Suzumiya Haruhi Collections!! xD

meh I like the rock style xD


huhu.. I managed to collect 1 nendoroid figurine which I found it's really cheap and cute xDSuzumiya Haruhi

pardon my cheap camera phone :3..btw the figurine i found only cost less than Rm10 only :3..
bought 2 of it with different gimmicks xD...unfortunately i lost one... T__T



awesomeness is awesome x3


What's Behind, Left Behind.

okay lately I have random mood playing in me and it's irritating... >__<

There are times when I'm all worked up to study, and at the same time I can't forget about stuff I should do first...
"must study!... "
"oh wait, my room is messy,clean up first"
"damn i forgot to boil some water, need tea Dx .."
"shit, haven't stretch my legs for awhile, my legs might get stiff again"
"...i forgot what to do...... -open tv- "
"feeling sleepy... -falls asleep- "
T__T...it happens...all the time... next morning,school..
mai homework!?

Another story,
last night there was a Movie playing in TV3, Pirates of The Carribean >.> ... and I decided to do addmaths while watching... I knew that if i watch tv at the same time, my mind will give 70% concentration on the tv... =__=;... i drooled alot even it's on commercial break...wth..

well at least i finished the work, and study a bit until Nightline news is over, lights off.

eyes closed already...
"i forgot to shower!? =A=; "...

I don't know what's going on with me, is it my clumsiness? or I have a bad memory? or could it be... Amnesia? >A< ..

hopefully this won't happen again when the exam is around the corner............

o_______o..

Saturday, January 24, 2009

It's Holiday Dammit!


First of all, Selamat menyambut Hari Raya Cina,or Gong Xi Fa Cai to all chinese people out there :D... you guys gonna wear red eh, good thing i love red xD and get to eat lots of lotsa mandarine oranges xDD

soz, cuti seminggu,boleh tido lewat,dapat bangun lewat, kebiasaan bagi teenagers yang masih bersekolah apa lagi, ada kerja sekolah blambak... pitiful bastards like me....

but what the heck, aku dah biasa ngan cuti+homeworks...buat kerja last minute pun sempat lagi siap... >D
Rainy day is good during holiday hm..... :3 ..
so i got alot of free time...can clean up my dark room...x3

kyaaaa so oreenjiiii x3333

anyway, i can't talk much i got serious business to deal with. ;D
happy holidays suckas.

xD

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Stab'd & Tag'd

watashi wa got tagged desu yo :3
Arigatou Kazu a.k.a Rawrsa-san xD

The rules: Bold the statements that are true to you.

Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 guys to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I own lots of books. (ahem..that includes comics xD)
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games. (heck yeah! :P)
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. (believe it,or not xD)
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!!
I'm obsessed with guys
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep. (mummering..xD)
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.(true)
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better.
I'm an artist. (Art FTW)
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy. (why not? x3)
I am an adrenaline junkie

amd those 5 lucky people are ;
every person who read this are lucky ;D

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Deco-Week!

Di sekolah aku, akan diadakan Pertandingan Kelas Tercantik-Bersih-Kemas setiap bulan... Kelas yang menang akan mendapat Piala pusingan bagi tempat Naib Juara, jika memenangi Kelas Tercantik 3 kali berturut2, kelas tersebut akan mendapat 1 atau 2 Hamper!

hehe...kelas aku dah mengalami nya...xD...
tahun lepas,iaitu tahun 2008, my class, 4SC3,
memenangi title kelas tercantik, 4 atau 5 kali berturut2 xD dapat 2 hamper besar dan 1 hamper kecik xD..
2 hamper besar kitorang bukak untuk jamuan kelas, dan yang kecik simpan..
pada suatu hari,kejadian yang lawak malah, rage-day xD.. ketika kelas kami hanya sehari saja pintu tak dikunci, kelas kami diceroboh oleh budak2 petang, iaitu sama ada budak Form 1 atau Form 2, mari menjamu dalam kelas kitorang secara, uncoincidence *_*...hamper kecik tu habis budak2 toyol tu makan, kecuali tin biskut.... lawl... sisa2 biskut berlambak dalam tu...
wakakaka...padan muka kitorang... priceless .. xD

okk, kelmarin, kitorang sekelas bercadang nak berjumpa pada pukul 3:30pm, di dalam kelas, untuk start menghias desu~

tampal cantik2 yer wahai adik2 ku, lolz

sewaktu memberi cadangan

Our Homeroom Teacher(baju red) bersama anaknya, turut serta membantu kami :D

byebye ittekimasu (aku pergi dulu)~

Kelmarin memang la letih, 1) menghias of coz, 2) aku ada aktiviti rumah sukan(Blue Team)..
kena lontar peluru *_*...itu untuk test keupayaan dan skill setiap orang supaya dapat mewakili Rumah Biru dalam acara Lontar peluru..yeyeh :3

sebelum balik, iaitu pukul 6, budak2 petang ada perhimpunan waktu tu, yesterday kan sunday,
aku ternampak spesies2 aneh yang berwarna biru..
banyak gak
budak2 perempuan yang haru-biru,lawlalawakaka


anyway,aku terpaksa balik awal sebab aku takleh menanggung stress dan keletihan melampau,
i might collapse >_>...jadi, pukul 6 aku dah turun, beli air ice-cold fresh oren x3...
lol..."OKAWARI!!" ...tak sangka aku gi beli 2 gelas air oren...memang dahaga terlajak masa tu..
lolz

apa2 pun aku doa-kan kelas aku akan menang lagi untuk tahun ni,
wanna keep that in Science 3 memo-rizz ;D

5Science 3 For The WIN!

Friday, January 16, 2009

What I do Today lolz

Pagi tadi aku bangun selepas Subuh aku tak mau tido, because of Bad-hair day... and ada tusyen pagi ni...
Aku tak berenti2 nak menggayakan rambut aku walaupun hanya dapat bergaya kat halaman rumah LOL ...yer la, kat luar kena pakai tudung~ xD
tengok rambut aku,panjang belakang, pendek kat depan, tak boleh nampak gunting...
terus *cut-cut-cut* ..tak perlu risau, dah lama aku reti kerat rambut sendiri, macam dah hairstylist-persendirian la plak jadinya...:3 ..
Pagi tadi 30 minit sebelum nak gi tusyen, aku sempat kerat sikit demi sedikit, rambut aku ni pendek je, panjang2 jadi rimas, panas...
selepas sudah mengkerat, ini hasilnya:



hensem kan?tegak sangat ke?nak colouring lain ke?


FYI ; SAMPAI MATI PUN AKU TAKKAN WAT GAYA CAMNI!!!! D:

ehe :D
gurau je, sudah tentu aku takkan gaya giler cam anime-ish gitu, yang pasti yang biasa,casual style, yeap, casual is FTW ,yang bersesuaian ngan citarasa meganekko (4-eyes) macam aku, aku berjaya buat stail rambut camni :

from the side



front


"ano... daijoubu kana...?"
:DD yang pasti. teramat, memuaskan xDD

tapi selepas ni aku nak simpan dah rambut aku, nanti habis skolah boleh simpan panjang2, nak try cara baru lak, yahh xD

WHYness

ah i love Friday, know why?
  • because it's a holy day
  • because I can eat sedap2 la
  • because it's cuti-cuti day la aiyo
Anyways, this year is going to be just what I imagined, It's the year of Sparta, 2009 is Sparta, and again know why?
  • because there's war?War?What War? :
  1. Hm, you know what's goin' on to the world now?Of course you should know,if you don't then you're a dumbass. Israelis are having a war in Ghaza, land of Palestinian...say no more, Israels are devils and being retard as usual...they attack Ghaza because they want the land back, so in order to do so they want the Palestinians to extinct...killing innocent,yet weak people, it is a coward and a STUPID way to solve it dammit. Acting worse than kids...Day by day,it's almost a month now,I barely hold myself watching those Palestinians got killed, brutally..Let's hope and pray that the world will be at peace..turk style : "no war plssssssssssssssss"
  2. I'm having a war too, and battling for months to win a well-renowned championship belt of, SPM...hell yea this is the kind of war I'm facing right now. I'm fighting non-stop, I can only rest on Sunday,Wednesday to Friday night..and evening on Saturday...and mostly are school,extra-classes,and tuitions...a lazy and a hardcore gamer like me, extra classes and tuition are a MUST, seriously, I can't live without knowledge and ilmu! (ceh waah, jk xD) .. i have decided what to do when SPM is over, or hopefully there's a light waiting for me, God's willing...i wanna be a hardcore bookworm than a hardcore gamer...lawl

Thursday, January 15, 2009

TAGGED! I'm it :D

yare yare desu...xD

Tag Game 01


1. 5 top websites you always go to?
-BeyondTheSea2
-JapaneseMusicDream
-AnimeDatabase
-Friendster
-SilkroadOnline

2. 5 top forum you always go to
- Gforum
- RawCommunity
- ChomeChomeGakuen
- Multi-Network Community
that's all cuz im not that active in some forum

3. 5 people who you're going to Tag
- Vulpine
- Rawrsa
- Kain
- Adline
- Neko-majin
others feel free to be tagged if you want :D
Rules;

-Copy paste this, fill in (if possible hyperlink it), and post it to your blog;

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-Copy paste this, fill in (if possible hyperlink it), and post it to your blog.
-Let the people who you’ve tagged know by visiting their blogs and post a comment with a link back to your post.
-Let the people who you’ve tagged know by visiting their blogs and post a comment with a link back to your post.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Sweeeeet 17!! <33

Today,is Tuesday,and Tuesday also means, 'daylight loneliness' ... that priceless title can't beat the title day of today >:D it's 13th January! it's not badluck for god sake--

It's my BIRTHDAY! xD
aaand
The unmarried person with unmarried face will start my unmarried day with joyful unmarried senior year! xDDD
[probably u'll heard this quotes from somewhere xD]
I have turned 17 and hell yeah i feel younger than before, lol jk xP

just something sad but true story about today, the sky is still crying..i think I've wounded the poor sky... D: or maybe happy tears xD

surprisingly why do friends i know in real life don't care and guess what...
I've been expecting the whole day for them to wish me a happy birthday...
words aren't expensive,saying it are free,it's not like you're going pay for it...come on..
I'm not being selfish,but once in awhile I love attention...just a wish from them makes me feel happy enough..

+ it was shockingly that in school,the only person that wishes me a happy birthday was,
xD...my ex-homeroom teacher...<3
hhuhuu...i luv surprises :3

cakes?hate them :D...
presents? gifted or no It's just the same thing..;D
what's important is loved by someone xD

I rarely celebrate my birthday due to unavoided circumstances D:
being busy is annoying...seriously

anyway I hope more surpirses will appear soon and god's willing I'm gonna draw my face with a wide smile :D

Saturday, January 03, 2009

Diary of Life Obelisk

Akhirnya, sudah lama aku menantikan saat ini untuk menceritakan segala krisis dan kisah hidup aku dari mulanya kisah benar sejak aku berumur 13tahun sampai la aku masih bernyawa...
kenapa aku buat title Diary of Life Obelisk? [rujuk kamus] Obelisk itu bermaksud sejenis tugu peringatan...jadi makna penuhnya adalah Dairi Tugu Kehidupan...yehhs di sini,aku ingin mengukirkan perihal pelbagai situasi dan keadaan yang dialami sampai sekarang di 'tugu kehidupan' ini ...

Obelisk '05
Bermulanya zaman remaja aku setelah tamatnya alam sekolah rendah dan aku melangkah masuk ke alam baru atau 3rd Level, (tadika=1st lvl, sekolah rendah=2nd lvl)...:3

Waktu aku Form 1 juga, famili aku migrate dari bandar ke kampung...jadi sejak itu lah aku rasa seperti ikan melayang ke daratan...dan sejak itu juga, aku mula rasa tidak sedap hati dan was2 bahawa banyak petanda buruk akan melanda bila2 masa sahaja...suasana di kampung bukan aman seperti dijangkakan..malah,keadaannya yang dingin...tetapi suasana berubah bila ada ramai orang...:D

nak, tak nak...kena act normal jugak...kitorang kena tinggal kat rumah grandparents buat sementara, masa tu arwah datuk aku masih ada...rumah baru kitorang dijangka siap pada pertengahan tahun '05 yang ditempatkan bersebelahan dengan rumah grandparents je..asalnya tapak rumah tu ada reban ayam, besar juga la, yang pernah dipelihara oleh nenek moyang aku,iaitu ibu kepada arwah datuk aku, sempat kenal dengannya masa umur aku 6-7 tahun...
tahun '05 memang berjalan dengan lancar, setelah siapnya rumah, bahagia la kata orang. :D


Obelisk '06
umur aku dah menjangkau 14 tahun...huhhh banyak event berlaku pada tahun ini...
ada insiden2 yang tak diingini,kemalangan and more..
ketika persiapan pada hari raya aildiladha,atau hari raya haji pada awal bulan januari, meriah tak terkata tetapi malang pada hari ketiga, krisis menjelma... ibu saudara aku dan keluarganya,dihalau oleh atuk dari situ,[waktu tu rumah nya bersebelahan ngan rumah atuk]keadaan menjadi tegang,dan air mata mula mengalir, aku hanya mampu melihat, kekeliruan...ini hal peribadi jadi it's forbidden to tell.

Tahun '06, umpama wabak virus berbahaya tersebar di seluruh kampung...
bukan jadi zombi..tapi maksud aku..virus nyamuk, DENGGI lol
maklumlah kat kampung ni senang diserang penyakit, pada pertengahan tahun, hampir dekat 50 orang kalau tak silap saya,dijangkiti denggi, im like,zomg, gila kentang byk tu...
dan aku,my bro,my 2 sisters, termasuk dlm senarai itu..>.<>__>
transfer wad 2 kali akibat ketidak-tahanan aku dalam wad sejukngeri pun ada lolz..dan selepas itu, panjang ceritanya sewaktu aku duk sana...mmg 'ngeri' Dx..
seminggu selepas itu aku ngan kakak aku dibebaskan! huhuwa i miss my homie xD...lol pastu seminggu kemudian kakak sulung aku pulak yang kena Dx...ish3 krisis betul

Tibanya bulan Ramadhan,macam biasala,umat Islam berpuasa,yang bukan Islam pun ada yang berpuasa,bagus la tu ;D my grandparents pula,pergi umrah buat kali ke..3 or 4 kot...dan mereka pulang pada hari raya ke-3...masa kepulangan mereka,datuk aku tiba2 jatuh sakit,mungkin kat Mekah sejuk...pada hari ke-5,hari yang suram...datuk aku telah pergi meninggalkan kami...innalillah...may he rest peacefully.

So the year '06 ended with melancholic atmosphere surrounding the kampung...

Obelisk '07
Mulanya tahun baru, hujan lebat,aku masih ingat...semua titisan air hujan telah membasahi kesedihan dan bermulanya azam tahun baru aku...
Dan tahun '07 adalah,tahun aku berjuang untuk kali ke-2...
yea, mencecahnya umur 15 tahun, aku menghadapi SPM..eh,giler ke.. i mean PMR!! lol xD

huh,something's not right, I can't remember much about year '07...terutamanya pertengahan tahun...nama2 kawan dalam kelas pun aku dah tak berapa ingat..lol
jadi pendek kata, aku terus skip, to the hell of a week, PMR week that is Dx
woaah sungguh...sungguh........NGERI!! --

anyway terus skip ke kerak bumi yang membara lagi bergelegak, RESULT DAY. o__o...
yea,kami pun beratur la mcm anak itik nak melepas ke sungai...lmao..
sorang classmate kat depan aku tu dapat 5A..fuyoh gratz to her
"next pls.." ..macam tunggu giliran terjun bangunan ada la...
jeng jeng jeen--- uhh, censored segala maklumat...just kiddin'
aku tak dpt banyak sgt A, yang A pun alhamdulillah la,subjek yang aku suka:science,and hate:BI...dan lain2 B,C...lol sedih2...tapi at least ada A...at least takde D, RITE?? xD

well the year ended normally so nothing extraordinary nor supernatural happened, cuma sambut Hari Raya biasa je, keadaan yang sepi berbanding tahun yang lalu....

Obelisk '08
yeahhh it's 2008 dammit! lolol...aku masuk Form 4 dan dalam fikiran aku masa tu,
"yeyey, leh bergolek-golek~x3" ...huhu
anyway,yang paling teruknya pada awal tahun kat sekolah tu, masa untuk mengumumkan kedudukan kelas..yehh,siapa yang akan duduk dalam kelas Science,siapa yang akan duk dalam kelas Sastera....
owh...nama aku dipanggil,dukacita dimaklumkan aku bukan berada di kelas aliran sains..huhh...

Skip again--(FTW lol)...dah seminggu,aku masih moyok....aku pray,pray pray for goodness dan....an angel's voice bestowed upon us~?!...
"semua tingkatan 4 diarahkan turun ke bawah hall sekarang juga untuk pengumuman semula kedudukan kelas..ulang suara..blablabla" what the--
aku makin rasa berdebar2..fuih... *dokidokidoki...*
sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa memandangkan budak sains terlalu ramai jadi terpaksa dipecahkan dan muncullah satu kelas sains baru,iaitu, 4 Science 3.
selepas satu persatu nama dipanggil, kelas 4sc1 dan 4sc2 pun dah muat...tiba masanya pengumuman untuk kelas 4Sc3...
jeng jeng jeng once again....NAMA AKU DIPANGGIL!!? xDDD
aku menjerit dengan sekuat hati aku dalam diam...xD ...damn the feeling of gladness and syukur!
Kata2 skema aku,
sejak hari itulah aku mula terpengaruh dengan kerajinan dan usaha belajar..lol..
hopefully everything will go smoothly like smoothie.... insyaallah

....

buuh--buuht-but WAIT
Ending '08 masih belum selesai...mada owatta nee yo!![sry terselit bhsa japaniisu lol..]
kali ini,aku ingin menceritakan tentang keluarga aku,dan saudara mara aku,yang diantara mereka diibaratkan the ogres puting a blame on the kittens for looking disgustingly retarded and green.
well apa yang aku nak maksudkan ini, saudara mara aku iaitu di sebelah pihak my mother...
mereka itu....macam..lebih dari cakap dari beraksi...
dah banyak kali keluarga aku difitnah,dicaci,dikutuk tanpa sebab munasabah...yang aku tau, jelas sekali menunjukkan mereka ni berhasad dengki....ini kata2 yang aku sempat kutip dari mulut mak sedara aku sndiri yang bgtau kat kakaknya,iaitu,my mother...
"ye la anak2 mung pandai2 blaka,anak kita yang bodo.."
masyaallah punya la ayat mcm tu.....ingat tak kita ni takde perasaan ke?
kalu aku dah lama aku nak jawab macam ni secara kasar,seikhlas yg mungkin;
"eh, kata anak orang lain pandai jadi mung lebih kenal anak orang la yer?kutuk anak orang la,fitnah la..cuba juga selidik anak sendiri laa wei drpd duk kutuk anak orang,mung sebagai ibu kena lebih faham anak sendiri..."
kalau dalam loghat kelate aku lebih brutal...caya lah.

itu masalah punya aku tak kisah mana...what really matters are..
The WitchlyB1tch living the opposite of my house..she ain't my aunt, she's a arch-enemy..
she's the one who started eveything,who declared this stuupid meaningless WAR!..
yea there's nothing wrong saying all of these to her, like hell i don't know she's a devil..

apa2 pun, it's my time to kutuk the kutuk-ers..
dah banyak benda keluarga diorang buat kat keluarga aku...terutamanya kat adik prmpuan aku...anak kepada Witch itu,pernah leset lada kat muka adik aku...ya Allah...kena butir lada tu sikit pun dah pedih berapi muka..apatah lagi segumpal lada kat tangan dia gi leset kat muka adik aku....i can't imagine that at all...too cruel...
and second insiden, anak lelaki Witch itu juga, yang bongsu, gi cucuh api kat badan adik aku dengan kertas yang masih membara....sampai sekarang parut itu masih melekat kat badan adik aku...kejam...mmg..kejam...

pada akhir bulan Disember itu mereka tak berenti2 mengacau,membuli adik aku...sampai kat tempat mengaji Al-Quran sempat lagi diorang buli adik aku...bayanglah,ramai2 lawan adik aku sorang...mereka tu lebih dari lima orang, antaranya adalah anak Witch itu,dan juga anak kepada yang suka kutuk orang tu..tak padan ngan umur 16,14 tahun cari gaduh ngan budak, dah la budak lelaki...

pada 30Disember '08, di waktu petang,hujan lebat,kakak aku suruh aku pergi duduk depan rumah nenek, untuk menunggu package sampai di depan pagar..aku duk sorang2 la,pakai jacket,pegang payung, merenung sejenak...

tiba2, aku terdengar suara orang meracau...THAT WITCH!?...datang ke arah aku,serang aku?! LOL...saat paling bodoh aku saksi...mulut dia merepek mengalahkan machine gun..kelajuan merepekerabannya 1000km sesaat..fuyoh...aku langsung tak paham apa dia cakap...sebab waktu tu hujan lebat, rofl..
aku mampu mendengar,dan melihat..memandangkan aku ni pendiam,aku tak menjawab..terkejut pun ada...pastu datangnya kakak aku, "Apa ni bising2 ni hah?" mengatakan kat The Witch itu...lalu duduk sebelah aku...kakak aku backup aku,habis ayat dia menjawab..aku tabik kat dia...sbb berani menjawab kata2 makcik sihir tu...wal hal dia ingat aku datang situ nak gi ganggu anak2 dia...

dan selepas itu datanglah van yang menghantar package itu, aku gi sain, makcik sihir tu retreat balik ke dapur, tapi peluru dia masih tak habis...masih #$%^&...
selepas sudah sain aku ngan kakak terus balik, yang hanya 20+ langkah dari rumah,
nampak ayah aku,nak kata dah apa yg berlaku, tapi belum sempat cakap
ayah aku terus kata kat makcik sihir tu.. "mung bising gapo gak pok pek pokpek kat anak ore ni HAH?!" ...wah...my dad,my hero...
and after that,long story...

apa2 pun apa yang aku cakap semua ni bukan cerita karut malah,ia adalah kisah benar di sebalik tabir kehidupan di kampung..yep..im serious...my family bukannya pernah buat jahat...aku tau,semua adik beradik mak aku ni,benci kat kat keluarga kitorang...sebab hanya perkara remeh; Jealousy,Misunderstanding..

satu ayat aku sempat quote dari mulut adik aku yang masih naive bagitau kat my Ma:
"Ma,semua adik beradik Ma kan,tak sayang kat ma, tapi kn,
kakak ma sorang je yang sayang kat ma ..."


aku mencuri dengar masa adik aku kata cmtu...dengar mak aku nangis...
aku yg duduk berselindung di sebalik dinding..tersentuh..aku turut menangis..dgn senyap..

yer,memang btul,Makcik sulung aku itu lah paling caring diantara mak2 sedara yg lain...paling memahami...setiap kali mak aku ada masalah,pasti mak aku akan mengadu kat Makcik aku tu...
walaupun hanya dpt berhubung melalui telefon...kerana dia tinggal di KL...

itu saja untuk kali ini..aku tak dapat cerita panjang lebar, nanti semua hal keluarga ni heboh dan kecoh.....
dengan bangganya,terpacaklah Tugu yang berukirkan dari tahun 2005-2008.
will always remains...

=)


Friday, January 02, 2009

It's 2009 dammit!!

new year supposed to be yesterday, nampak nya aku post lewat sehari New Year sebab ada masalah2 yang tidak boleh dielakkan,kelmarin......x3..blablablaa..
anyways,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! xDD
it's 2009, it's the year of sparta!! haha

I predict that this year won't go easy on me,D: it's going to be harsh,brutal,memorable and sweaty year...also, Senior Year. 0__0 omfg
Ah yes, I'm turning 17 this 13th of January, ohoho..I have waited years to for this..being a bully..lolz juz kidding >D

nahh no time for that, I have to look up for the future, it's SPM year for god sake.
and i got this serious New Year Resolutions :
- extra classes on weekdays,tuitions on weekends+weekdays, day and night, i guess there won't be full-time holiday for me..but,I'm always ready for the this,so bring it on! >:D
- i have to stop gaming! >_< .. but not entirely, games can chill us down, release tension and all..just I won't get too hardcore on this stuff..
- I want to master my English.. (that's why I'm trying my best to write in full english Dx..of course I realize I have alot of major errors...)
- Anime huh, 1 anime per week would be nice. :D........hopefully
- no slacking off
- saving money smartly and handsomely ;D lawl
- definitely never leave the prayers

I guess that's it for now, I can't think of any..and only focus on SPM =__=" ..that's it on my head everyday, SPM SPM SPM...
and anxiously waiting to get out of this 'cage' and to return to my hardcore gameworld...lulz..

It's good to plan early :D...I have it all covered up xD

Coming SOooOOOn this January (planned) :
- Diary of Crisis
- My Top 10 J's (Solo Male)
- My Top 10 J's Bands/Groups

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